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她关心地盯着握在自己手里的黑手指头,又看看她的衣服,怕自己的衣服和他的衣服一碰上会得不到好处。 'You needn't have touched me!' he answered, following her eye and snatching away his hand. 'I shall be as dirty as I please: and I like to be dirty, and I will be dirty.' “你用不着碰我!”他回答,看到她的眼色,就把手抽回来了。“我高兴怎么脏,就怎么脏。我喜欢脏,我就是要脏。” With that he dashed headforemost out of the room, amid the merriment of the master and mistress, and to the serious disturbance of Catherine; who could not comprehend how her remarks should have produced such an exhibition of bad temper. 他说完,就一头冲出屋外,使主人和女主人很开心,而凯瑟琳则十分不安;她不能理解她的话怎么会惹出这么一场坏脾气的爆发。 After playing lady's-maid to the new-comer, and putting my cakes in the oven, and making the house and kitchen cheerful with great fires, befitting Christmas-eve, I prepared to sit down and amuse myself by singing carols, all alone; regardless of Joseph's affirmations that he considered the merry tunes I chose as next door to songs. He had retired to private prayer in his chamber, and Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw were engaging Missy's attention by sundry gay trifles bought for her to present to the little Lintons, as an acknowledgment of their kindness. They had invited them to spend the morrow at Wuthering Heights, and the invitation had been accepted, on one condition: Mrs. Linton begged that her darlings might be kept carefully apart from that 'naughty swearing boy.' 我作为女仆侍候了这位新来的人之后,把蛋糕放在烘炉里,在大厅与厨房里都升起旺火,搞得很像过圣诞节的样子。完事后,我就准备坐下来,唱几支圣诞歌来使自己开开心,也不管约瑟夫断言说什么我所选的欢乐的调子根本够不上是歌。他已经回到卧房独自祷告去了,恩萧夫妇正在用那些为她买来送小林惇兄妹的各式各样漂亮的小玩意吸引她的注意力,这些是用来答谢他们的招待的。他们已经邀请小林惇兄妹第二天来呼啸山庄,这邀请已被接受了,不过有个条件:林惇夫人请求把她的宝贝儿们和那个“顽皮、好咒骂人的男孩”小心隔开。 Under these circumstances I remained solitary. I smelt the rich scent of the heating spices; and admired the shining kitchen utensils, the polished clock, decked in holly, the silver mugs ranged on a tray ready to be filled with mulled ale for supper; and above all, the speckless purity of my particular care - the scoured and well-swept floor. I gave due inward applause to every object, and then I remembered how old Earnshaw used to come in when all was tidied, and call me a cant lass, and slip a shilling into my hand as a Christmas-box; and from that I went on to think of his fondness for Heathcliff, and his dread lest he should suffer neglect after death had removed him: and that naturally led me to consider the poor lad's situation now, and from singing I changed my mind to crying. It struck me soon, however, there would be more sense in endeavouring to repair some of his wrongs than shedding tears over them: I got up and walked into the court to seek him. He was not far; I found him smoothing the glossy coat of the new pony in the stable, and feeding the other beasts, according to custom. 因此就剩下我一个人在这里。我闻到烂熟了的香料的浓郁香味,欣赏着那些闪亮的厨房用具,用冬青叶装饰着的擦亮了的钟,排列在盘里的银盆--它们是准备用来在晚餐时倒加料麦酒的。我最欣赏的是我特别小心擦洗得清洁无暇的东西,就是那洗过扫过的地板。我暗自对每样东西都恰如其分的赞美一番,于是我就记起老恩萧从前在一切收拾停当时,总是怎么走进来,说我是假正经的姑娘,而且把一个先令塞到我手里作为圣诞节的礼物。从这我又想起他对希刺克厉夫的喜爱,他生怕死后希刺克厉夫会没人照管为此所感到的恐惧,于是我很自然地接着想到现在这可怜的孩子的地位。我唱着唱着,哭起来了。但是一会我就猛然想到,弥补一下他所受的委屈,总比为这些事掉眼泪还有意义些。我起来,到院子里去找他。他就在不远的地方。我发现他在马厩里给新买的小马抚平那有光泽的毛皮,并且和往常一样在喂别的牲口。 
“快,希刺克厉夫!”我说,“厨房里挺舒服。约瑟夫在楼上呢。快,让我在凯蒂小姐出来之前把你打扮得漂漂亮亮的,那你们就可以坐在一起,整个火炉归你们,而且可以长谈到睡觉的时候。” He proceeded with his task, and never turned his head towards me. 他继续干他的事,死也不肯把头掉过来对着我。 'Come - are you coming?' I continued. 'There's a little cake for each of you, nearly enough; and you'll need half-an-hour's donning.' “来呀--你来不来呀!”我接着说,“你们两个一人一小块蛋糕,差不多够了,你得要半个钟头打扮好哩。” I waited five minutes, but getting no answer left him. Catherine supped with her brother and sister-in-law: Joseph and I joined at an unsociable meal, seasoned with reproofs on one side and sauciness on the other. His cake and cheese remained on the table all night for the fairies. He managed to continue work till nine o'clock, and then marched dumb and dour to his chamber. Cathy sat up late, having a world of things to order for the reception of her new friends: she came into the kitchen once to speak to her old one; but he was gone, and she only stayed to ask what was the matter with him, and then went back. In the morning he rose early; and, as it was a holiday, carried his ill-humour on to the moors; not re-appearing till the family were departed for church. Fasting and reflection seemed to have brought him to a better spirit. He hung about me for a while, and having screwed up his courage, exclaimed abruptly - 'Nelly, make me decent, I'm going to be good.' 我等了五分钟,可是得不到回答,就走开了。凯瑟琳和她的哥哥嫂嫂一块吃晚饭。约瑟夫和我合吃了一顿不和气的饭,一方在申斥,另一方也不客气。他的蛋糕和干酪就一整夜摆在桌上留给神仙了。他干活直干到九点钟,然后不声不响,执拗地走进他的卧房。凯蒂呆到很迟的时候,为了接待她的新朋友们吩咐了一大堆事情。她到厨房来过一次,想跟她的老朋友说话。可是他不在,只问了一下他是怎么回事,就又回去了。第二天早晨他起得很早,那天正是假日,他就怏怏不乐地到旷野去,直到全家都出发到教堂去了,他才回来。饥饿和思索仿佛使他的兴致好些。他跟了我一阵,然后鼓起勇气,突然高声说: “耐莉,把我打扮得体面些,我要学好啦!” 'High time, Heathcliff,' I said; 'you HAVE grieved Catherine: she's sorry she ever came home, I daresay! It looks as if you envied her, because she is more thought of than you.' “正是时候,希刺克厉夫,”我说,“你已经把凯瑟琳搞伤心啦,她挺后悔回家来,我敢这么说!看来好像是你嫉妒她似的,只因为她比你多被人关心些。” 
这嫉妒凯瑟琳的念头,他是不能理解的,可是使她伤心这个念头,他可是十分明白的。 'Did she say she was grieved?' he inquired, looking very serious. “她说她伤心啦?”他追问,很严肃的样子。 'She cried when I told her you were off again this morning.' “今天早上我告诉她你又走掉了,那时候她哭啦。” 'Well, I cried last night,' he returned, 'and I had more reason to cry than she.' “唉,我昨天夜里也哭的,”他回答说,“我比她更有理由哭哩。” 'Yes: you had the reason of going to bed with a proud heart and an empty stomach,' said I. 'Proud people breed sad sorrows for themselves. But, if you be ashamed of your touchiness, you must ask pardon, mind, when she comes in. You must go up and offer to kiss her, and say - you know best what to say; only do it heartily, and not as if you thought her converted into a stranger by her grand dress. And now, though I have dinner to get ready, I'll steal time to arrange you so that Edgar Linton shall look quite a doll beside you: and that he does. You are younger, and yet, I'll be bound, you are taller and twice as broad across the shoulders; you could knock him down in a twinkling; don't you feel that you could?' “是啊,你是有理由带着一颗骄傲的心和一个空肚子上床的。”我说,“骄傲的人给自己招来悲哀。可是,如果你为你那种暴脾气惭愧,记住,在她进来的时候,你一定得道歉。你一定得走过去请求亲亲她,而且说--你很知道该说什么。只是要诚心诚意地去做,不要认为她穿了漂亮的衣服就变成陌生人似的。现在,尽管我还要把中饭准备好,我还可以抽出空来把你打扮好,好让埃德加·林惇在你旁边显得像个洋娃娃:他是像洋娃娃。你虽比他小,可是,我可以断定,你高些,肩膀也比他宽一倍,你可以在一眨眼工夫就把他打倒。你不觉得你能够吗?” 
希刺克厉夫的脸色开朗了一下,随后又阴沉下来,他叹气。 'But, Nelly, if I knocked him down twenty times, that wouldn't make him less handsome or me more so. I wish I had light hair and a fair skin, and was dressed and behaved as well, and had a chance of being as rich as he will be!' “可是,耐莉,就算我把他打倒二十回,也不会使他不漂亮些,或者使我更漂亮些。我愿我有浅色的头发,白白的皮肤,穿着和举动也像他,而且也有机会变得和他将来一样的有钱!” 'And cried for mamma at every turn,' I added, 'and trembled if a country lad heaved his fist against you, and sat at home all day for a shower of rain. Oh, Heathcliff, you are showing a poor spirit! Come to the glass, and I'll let you see what you should wish. Do you mark those two lines between your eyes; and those thick brows, that, instead of rising arched, sink in the middle; and that couple of black fiends, so deeply buried, who never open their windows boldly, but lurk glinting under them, like devil's spies? Wish and learn to smooth away the surly wrinkles, to raise your lids frankly, and change the fiends to confident, innocent angels, suspecting and doubting nothing, and always seeing friends where they are not sure of foes. Don't get the expression of a vicious cur that appears to know the kicks it gets are its desert, and yet hates all the world, as well as the kicker, for what it suffers.' “而且动不动就哭着喊妈妈,”我添上一句,“而且要是一个乡下孩子向你举起拳头的时候,就发抖,而且下一场大雨就整天坐在家里。啊,希刺克厉夫,你这是没出息!到镜子这儿来,我要让你看看你该愿望什么吧。你看到你两只眼睛中间那两条纹路没有,还有那浓眉毛,不在中间弓起来,却在中间低垂。还有那对黑黑的恶魔,埋得这么深,从来不大胆地打开它们的窗户,却在底下闪闪地埋伏着,像是魔鬼的奸细似的,但愿而且要学着把这些执拗的纹路摩平,坦率地抬起你的眼皮来,把恶魔变成可以信赖的、天真的天使,什么也不猜疑,对不一定是仇敌的人永远要当作朋友。不要现出恶狗的样子,好像知道被踢是该得的报酬,可又因为吃了苦头,就又恨全世界,以及那踢它的人。” 'In other words, I must wish for Edgar Linton's great blue eyes and even forehead,' he replied. 'I do - and that won't help me to them.' “换句话说,我一定要希望有埃德加·林惇的大蓝眼睛和平坦的额头才行,”他回答,“我真心愿望--可那也不会帮助我得到那些。”
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