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“你就待在那儿吧,凯瑟琳,”他说,他的声调毫无怒气,却充满着悲切、沮丧。“我不在这儿多待。我不是来争论的,也不是来求和的。可是我只想知道,经过了今晚的事情,你是否还打算继续你那亲密的关系跟那--” 'Oh, for mercy's sake,' interrupted the mistress, stamping her foot, 'for mercy's sake, let us hear no more of it now! Your cold blood cannot be worked into a fever: your veins are full of ice- water; but mine are boiling, and the sight of such chillness makes them dance.' “啊,可怜可怜吧,”女主人打断了话,跺着脚,“可怜可怜吧,现在让我们别再提这事吧!你的冷血是不能发热的,你的血管里尽流着冰水。可是我的血在烧滚了。看见你这副冷冰冰的,不近人情的模样,我的血液都沸腾啦。” 'To get rid of me, answer my question,' persevered Mr. Linton. 'You must answer it; and that violence does not alarm me. I have found that you can be as stoical as anyone, when you please. Will you give up Heathcliff hereafter, or will you give up me? It is impossible for you to be MY friend and HIS at the same time; and I absolutely REQUIRE to know which you choose.' “要我走开,就回答我的问题,”林惇先生坚持说。“你必须回答,你那种狂暴并不能吓坏我。我发现,当你愿意的时候,你能够和任何人一样地冷静泰然。今后你要放弃希刺克厉夫呢,还是放弃我?你要同时作我的朋友,又作他的,那是不可能的;我绝对需要知道你选择哪一个。” 'I require to be let alone?' exclaimed Catherine, furiously. 'I demand it! Don't you see I can scarcely stand? Edgar, you - you leave me!' “我需要你们都躲开我!”凯瑟琳狂怒地大叫。“我要求你们!你没有看见我站不住了么?埃德加,你--你躲开我!” She rang the bell till it broke with a twang; I entered leisurely. It was enough to try the temper of a saint, such senseless, wicked rages! There she lay dashing her head against the arm of the sofa, and grinding her teeth, so that you might fancy she would crash them to splinters! Mr. Linton stood looking at her in sudden compunction and fear. He told me to fetch some water. She had no breath for speaking. I brought a glass full; and as she would not drink, I sprinkled it on her face. In a few seconds she stretched herself out stiff, and turned up her eyes, while her cheeks, at once blanched and livid, assumed the aspect of death. Linton looked terrified. 她拉铃,一直到把铃拉断了:我悠闲地走进来。这样失去理智、狂暴的脾气,连圣徒也会受不了的!她躺在那儿,用头直撞沙发扶手,而且咬牙切齿,你会以为她要把牙齿都咬碎呢!林惇先生刹那间感到既悔恨、又恐惧,站在那儿望着她,吩咐我去拿点水来。凯瑟琳说不出话来了。我端来满满一杯水,她不肯喝,我就把水泼到她脸上了。只几秒钟,她就挺直了身体,眼睛上翻,她的双颊顿时一阵白、一阵青,像是要死的神气。林惇看来吓坏了。 
“根本没关系,”我低声说。我不希望他让步,尽管我自己心里也禁不住害怕。 'She has blood on her lips!' he said, shuddering. “她嘴唇上有血!”他说,颤抖着。 'Never mind!' I answered, tartly. And I told him how she had resolved, previous to his coming, on exhibiting a fit of frenzy. I incautiously gave the account aloud, and she heard me; for she started up - her hair flying over her shoulders, her eyes flashing, the muscles of her neck and arms standing out preternaturally. I made up my mind for broken bones, at least; but she only glared about her for an instant, and then rushed from the room. The master directed me to follow; I did, to her chamber-door: she hindered me from going further by securing it against me. “没关系!”我刻薄地回答。我就告诉他,她是怎样在他来之前就决定了要发一阵疯的。我没留意,嗓门提得太高了些。她听见了,因为她突然起来了--她的头发披散在肩上,眼睛闪闪的,脖子和胳膊上的青筋都反常地突出来。我下了决心准备至少断几根骨头,可是她只向周围瞪了一下,就冲出屋去。主人叫我跟着她,我就一直跟到她的卧房门口。她关紧了门,把我挡住了。 As she never offered to descend to breakfast next morning, I went to ask whether she would have some carried up. 'No!' she replied, peremptorily. The same question was repeated at dinner and tea; and again on the morrow after, and received the same answer. Mr. Linton, on his part, spent his time in the library, and did not inquire concerning his wife's occupations. Isabella and he had had an hour's interview, during which he tried to elicit from her some sentiment of proper horror for Heathcliff's advances: but he could make nothing of her evasive replies, and was obliged to close the examination unsatisfactorily; adding, however, a solemn warning, that if she were so insane as to encourage that worthless suitor, it would dissolve all bonds of relationship between herself and him. 第二天早上她既然没有说起要下楼吃早餐,我就去问她要不要我送点心上楼。“不!”她断然回答。午饭时,吃茶时,又是同一个问题。第二天早上又是一样,而且总是得到同样的回答。林惇先生呢,他在书房里消磨时光,也不问他妻子的事。伊莎贝拉和他有过一小时的碰面,在这次碰面中,他试图从她口中套出由于希刺克厉夫的进攻而使她产生的正常的恐惧之感;可是他从她躲躲闪闪的回答中听不出什么,只得不满意地结束了这场审问;然而加上了一个严肃的警告,就是,如果她真疯得竟对那个下贱的求婚者有所鼓励,那么她自己和他中间的一切关系就将全部解除。 WHILE Miss Linton moped about the park and garden, always silent, and almost always in tears; and her brother shut himself up among books that he never opened - wearying, I guessed, with a continual vague expectation that Catherine, repenting her conduct, would come of her own accord to ask pardon, and seek a reconciliation - and SHE fasted pertinaciously, under the idea, probably, that at every meal Edgar was ready to choke for her absence, and pride alone held him from running to cast himself at her feet; I went about my household duties, convinced that the Grange had but one sensible soul in its walls, and that lodged in my body. I wasted no condolences on Miss, nor any expostulations on my mistress; nor did I pay much attention to the sighs of my master, who yearned to hear his lady's name, since he might not hear her voice. I determined they should come about as they pleased for me; and though it was a tiresomely slow process, I began to rejoice at length in a faint dawn of its progress: as I thought at first. 当林惇小姐在园林和花园里郁郁不乐呆呆地走来走去的时候,总是沉默,而且几乎总在流泪。她哥哥把自己埋在书堆里,这些书他却从未打开看过--我猜想,他在不断苦苦地巴望凯瑟琳痛悔她的行为,会自动来请求原谅、和解--而她却顽强地绝食,大概以为在每顿饭时候埃德加看见她缺席便也咽不下去,只因为出于骄傲他才没有跑来跪到她脚前。我照样忙我的家务事,深信田庄墙内只有一个清醒的灵魂,而这灵魂就在我的肉体中。我对小姐并不滥用慰藉,对我的女主人也不滥用劝告;我对我主人的叹息也不大注意,既然他听不到他夫人的声音,就渴望着听到她的名字。我断定他们要是愿意的话,就会来找我的。虽然这是一个令人厌烦的缓慢过程,我开始庆幸到底在进展中有一线曙光了:正如我起初所想的那样。 
第三天,林惇夫人开了门栓,她的水壶和水瓶里的水全用完了,要我重新添满,还要一盆粥,因为她相信她快死了。这话我认为是说给埃德加听的。我不信有这回事,所以我也不说出来,就给她拿点茶和烤面包。她挺起劲地吃了喝了,又躺在她的枕头上,握紧拳头,呻吟着。 “啊,我要死啦,”她喊叫,“既然没有人关心我一点点。 但愿我刚才没有吃东西才好。” 过了好大半天,我又听见她咕噜着:“不,我不要死--他会高兴的--他根本不爱我--他永远也不会想念我!” 'Did you want anything, ma'am?' I inquired, still preserving my external composure, in spite of her ghastly countenance and strange, exaggerated manner. “你有什么吩咐吗,太太?”我问,不管她那鬼样的脸色和古怪的夸张态度,我还是保持我外表上的平静。 'What is that apathetic being doing?' she demanded, pushing the thick entangled locks from her wasted face. 'Has he fallen into a lethargy, or is he dead?' “那无情的东西在作什么?”她问,把她又厚又乱的发卷从她那憔悴的脸上使劲朝后一推。“他是得了昏睡病啦,还是死啦?” 'Neither,' replied I; 'if you mean Mr. Linton. He's tolerably well, I think, though his studies occupy him rather more than they ought: he is continually among his books, since he has no other society.' “都没有,”我回答,“如果你的意思是指林惇先生的话。我想他的身体挺好,虽然他的用功占了他过多的时间:他一直埋头在他的书堆里,因为他没有别的朋友作伴。” I should not have spoken so if I had known her true condition, but I could not get rid of the notion that she acted a part of her disorder. 如果我知道她的真实情况,我就不该这么说了,可是我没法摆脱这样的念头。她的病有一部分是装出来的。 
“埋头在书堆里!”她叫,惶惑不安了。“在我要死的时候!我可正在坟墓边缘上!我的天!他知道不知道我变成什么样啦?”她接着说,瞪着挂在对面墙上镜子中自己的影子。“那是凯瑟琳·林惇么?他也许以为我在撒娇--闹着玩。你就不能通知他说这是非常严重的吗?耐莉,如果还不太迟,只要我一知道他觉得怎么样,我就要在这两者之间选择一个:或者马上饿死--那不会算是惩罚,除非他有一颗心--要不就是恢复健康,离开这乡下,喂,你说的关于他的话是不是实话?小心。他对我的生命真的是这样完全漠不关心吗?” 'Why, ma'am,' I answered, 'the master has no idea of your being deranged; and of course he does not fear that you will let yourself die of hunger.' “哎呀,太太,”我回答,“主人根本没想到你的发狂,当然他也不怕你会饿死你自己啦。” 'You think not? Cannot you tell him I will?' she returned. 'Persuade him! speak of your own mind: say you are certain I will!' “你以为不会吗?你就不能告诉他我一定要死的吗?”她回嘴说。“劝他去!说是你自己想的:说你断定我一定会死!” 'No, you forget, Mrs. Linton,' I suggested, 'that you have eaten some food with a relish this evening, and to-morrow you will perceive its good effects.' “不,你忘啦,林惇夫人,”我提醒着,“今天晚上你已经吃了点东西,吃得很香,明天你就会见好了。”
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