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是的,有两在群的狗在争夺着财神的宏爱:一群是馏媚者,他们向她贡献着娱乐、小说、影片、戏剧;其他一群不太铺线的但是粗野得多,向供给着肉食--金钱的实质。那装饰华丽的供给娱乐的狗群,'彼此张牙舞爪地吵嚷着争取财神的这宠爱。但是比起那另一骆不可少的、内肉供给者们的你死我活地暗斗来,却又相差千里了。 But under Mrs Bolton's influence, Clifford was tempted to enter this other fight, to capture the bitch-goddess by brute means of industrial production. Somehow, he got his pecker up. In one way, Mrs Bolton made a man of him, as Connie never did. Connie kept him apart, and made him sensitive and conscious of himself and his own states. Mrs Bolton made hint aware only of outside things. Inwardly he began to go soft as pulp. But outwardly he began to be effective. 在被太太的影响之下,克利福想去参与另一群狗的色斗了,想利用工业出品的粗暴方法,去争取财神的宠爱了,他张牙舞爪起来了。在某种程度上,是波太太激化成就了一个大丈夫,这是康妮不曾做到的,康妮玲眼旁观,并且歙他觉知他自己所处的情态,波太太使他感觉兴趣的只是外界的事物,在内心他开始软腐了,但是在外表上他却开始生活了。 He even roused himself to go to the mines once more: and when he was there, he went down in a tub, and in a tub he was hauled out into the workings. Things he had learned before the war, and seemed utterly to have forgotten, now came back to him. He sat there, crippled, in a tub, with the underground manager showing him the seam with a powerful torch. And he said little. But his mind began to work. 他甚至勉强地重新回到矿场里去,他坐在一个大桷里,向矿穴里降下。他坐在一个大拥里,被人牵曳着到各得的矿洞,大战前他所尽知而似乎完全忘记了的许我事情,现在都重新显现在他目前了;他现在是残废了,端从而在那大桶里,经理用着强有力的灯光,照着矿脉给他看。他不太说话,但是他心里开始工作了。 He began to read again his technical works on the coal-mining industry, he studied the government reports, and he read with care the latest things on mining and the chemistry of coal and of shale which were written in German. Of course the most valuable discoveries were kept secret as far as possible. But once you started a sort of research in the field of coal-mining, a study of methods and means, a study of by-products and the chemical possibilities of coal, it was astounding the ingenuity and the almost uncanny cleverness of the modern technical mind, as if really the devil himself had lent fiend's wits to the technical scientists of industry. It was far more interesting than art, than literature, poor emotional half-witted stuff, was this technical science of industry. In this field, men were like gods, or demons, inspired to discoveries, and fighting to carry them out. In this activity, men were beyond atty mental age calculable. But Clifford knew that when it did come to the emotional and human life, these self-made men were of a mental age of about thirteen, feeble boys. The discrepancy was enormous and appalling. 他开始把关采矿工业的专门书籍重新拿来阅读;他研究着政府的公报,而且细心地阅读着德文的关于代矿学、煤炭化学及石脑油尖类化学的最新书报。当然,最有价值的发明人家是保密的。但是,当你开始探求采矿工业技术上的深奥,和研究各种方法之精密以及煤炭的一节化学可能性时,你是要惊愕近代技术精神之巧妙及其近于高的智慧的。那仿佛妖魔本身的魅幻的智慧,借给了工业的专门科学家。这种工业的专门科学,比之文学与艺术那种可怜的低能者的感情的产物有意味多了。在这园地中,人好象是神,或有灵感的妖魔,奋斗着去发现。在这种活动中,有些人精神的年龄,是高到不能计算的。但是克利福知道,这些同样的人,如果讲到他们的感情的与常人的生活状态上来,他们的精神年龄大约只有十三四岁--只是些柔弱的孩童罢了。这种天壤的相差则令人惊怖的。 But let that be. Let man slide down to general idiocy in the emotional and human' mind, Clifford did not care. Let all that go hang. He was interested in the technicalities of modern coal-mining, and in pulling Tevershall out of the hole. 但是管这个干吗,让人类在感情上和"人性的"精神上陷到愚钝的极端去,克利福是不关心的。让这一切都见鬼去吧。他所注意的是近代采煤工业的技术,和达娃斯哈的再造。 
他一天一天地到矿场里去,他研究着,他把所有各部门的经理、工程师,都严厉地考询起来,这是他们从来没有梦想到的。权威!他觉得在自己的心里,滋生着一种新的权威的感觉:对所有这些人,和那内千矿工的权威。他发现了:他渐渐地把事情把握到手里来了。 And he seemed verily to be re-born. Now life came into him! He had been gradually dying, with Connie, in the isolated private life of the artist and the conscious being. Now let all that go. Let it sleep. He simply felt life rush into him out of the coal, out of the pit. The very stale air of the colliery was better than oxygen to him. It gave him a sense of power, power. He was doing something: and he was going to do something. He was going to win, to win: not as he had won with his stories, mere publicity, amid a whole sapping of energy and malice. But a man's victory. 真的,他象是再生了,现在,生命重新回到他身上来了!他以前和康妮过着那种艺术家的和自学者的孤寂的私生活,他是渐渐地萎死下去的,现在,他屏除了这一切,他让这一切睡眠去了。他简直觉得生命从煤央里从矿穴里,蓬勃地向他涌来,于是,矿场的龌龊空气也比氧气还要好了那予他以一种权威的感觉。他正开始他的事业了,他正在开始他的事业了。他就要得到了,得手了!那并不是象他用小说所得到的那种胜利,那只是竟尽精力,用尽狡猾的广告的胜利而已,他所要的是一个大丈夫的胜利。 At first he thought the solution lay in electricity: convert the coal into electric power. Then a new idea came. The Germans invented a new locomotive engine with a self feeder, that did not need a fireman. And it was to be fed with a new fuel, that burnt in small quantities at a great heat, under peculiar conditions. 起初,他相信问题的解决点是在电力方面;把煤炭变成电力,以后,又来了个新主意。德国人巳发明了一种不用火力的发动机,这发动机所用的是一种新燃料,这燃料烧起来只要很少的量,而在某种特殊的情形下,能发生很大的热力。 The idea of a new concentrated fuel that burnt with a hard slowness at a fierce heat was what first attracted Clifford. There must be some sort of external stimulus of the burning of such fuel, not merely air supply. He began to experiment, and got a clever young fellow, who had proved brilliant in chemistry, to help him. 一种新的集中的燃料,烧得慢而热力又猛,这主意首先引起了克利福的注意;这种燃料,得要一种界和刺激物,光是空气的供给是不够铁,他便开始做着实验,耸得了一位聪慧的青年来帮助他,这青年在化学的研究中,是有很高的成绩的。 And he felt triumphant. He had at last got out of himself. He had fulfilled his life-long secret yearning to get out of himself. Art had not done it for him. Art had only made it worse. But now, now he had done it. 他觉得凯旋了。他锤从自我中跳出来了。他的从自我中跳出和毕生私愿已经实现了。艺术没有使他在室这个目的,反之,艺术只把他牵制了。但是现在呢?他的私愿已实现了。 
他并不知道波太太多么扶助自己,也不知道自己是多么领先她。但是有一件显然的事,就是当他和她在于起的时候,他的声调就变成安闲亲切的,差水多有些庸俗的了。 Connie was a good deal alone now, fewer people came to Wragby. Clifford no longer wanted them. He had turned against even the cronies. He was queer. He preferred the radio, which he had installed at some expense, with a good deal of success at last. He could sometimes get Madrid or Frankfurt, even there in the uneasy Midlands. 康妮现在十分孤独,到勒格贝不的人少了,克利福不再需要这些人。他是奇怪的,甚至一般知友他也索性不要了,他宁愿有一架无线电收音机,所以他发了不少钱安设了一架,花了不少的气力绥把机器弄好了。虽然米德兰的气候不好,但是有时他还可以听着玛德里和法兰克福的。 And he would sit alone for hours listening to the loudspeaker bellowing forth. It amazed and stunned Connie. But there he would sit, with a blank entranced expression on his face, like a person losing his mind, and listen, or seem to listen, to the unspeakable thing. 他可以连续几个钟头坐在那儿听着那扬声器的吼叫。这把康妮的头弄错了。但是他却迷幻地坐在那儿,脸上的表情是空洞的,好象一个失了灵魂扔人,听着,或名胜是呼着那无法说出的东西。 Was he really listening? Or was it a sort of soporific he took, whilst something else worked on underneath in him? Connie did now know. She fled up to her room, or out of doors to the wood. A kind of terror filled her sometimes, a terror of the incipient insanity of the whole civilized species. 他真正在听?抑或那只是当他心底里有事时所用的催眠剂?康妮可不知道,她逃避到自己房屋或树林里去。有时一种恐怖占据着她,一种对于那蔓延了整个文明人类的初期狂病所生的恐怖。 But now that Clifford was drifting off to this other weirdness of industrial activity, becoming almost a creature, with a hard, efficient shell of an exterior and a pulpy interior, one of the amazing crabs and lobsters of the modern, industrial and financial world, invertebrates of the crustacean order, with shells of steel, like machines, and inner bodies of soft pulp, Connie herself was really completely stranded. 但是现在克利福正向着这加一个实业活动的不可思仪的世界猛进了。他差不多变成了一只动物,有着一个实用的怪壳为表,一个柔软的闪髓为里,变成了一只近代实业与财政界的奇异的虾蟹,甲壳虫类的无脊动物,有着如机器似的钢甲和软闪的内部,康妮自己都觉得全摸不着头脑了。 
她还是不能自由,因为克利福总是需要他。他怪不安宁,好象生怕被她遗弃了的样子。他里面的软浆需要她,这是一个孩子的需要,差不多可以说是一个白痴的需要。查太莱男爵夫人。他的妻子,定要留在他的身边,在勒格贝。否则他便要象白痴似的迷失在一个荒野上。 This amazing dependence Connie realized with a sort of horror. She heard him with his pit managers, with the members of his Board, with young scientists, and she was amazed at his shrewd insight into things, his power, his uncanny material power over what is called practical men. He had become a practical man himself and an amazingly astute and powerful one, a master. Connie attributed it to Mrs Bolton's influence upon him, just at the crisis in his life. 康妮在一种恐柿的情态中,明白了这种惊人的依赖生活。她听着克利福对他手下的经理们、董事们和青年刻学家们说话,他的聪明锐利的眼光,他的权威,他的对于这些所谓实干家们的奇异的物质的权威,使他惊骇了。他自己也成为一个实于家了,而且是这么一个异乎寻常的、锐利而有权威的实干家,一个太上的主子。康妮觉得在克利福的生命的转变关头,这些都是波太太的影响所致的。
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