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虽然,在无形中,村人对于克利福和康妮还有点同情,但是在骨子里,双方都抱着"别管我们罢"的态度。 The rector was a nice man of about sixty, full of his duty, and reduced, personally, almost to a nonentity by the silent---You leave me alone!---of the village. The miners' wives were nearly all Methodists. The miners were nothing. But even so much official uniform as the clergyman wore was enough to obscure entirely the fact that he was a man like any other man. No, he was Mester Ashby, a sort of automatic preaching and praying concern. 这儿的牧师,是个勤于职务的约模六十岁的和蔼的人。村人的"别管我们罢"的无言态度把他克服了,差不多成了无足轻重的人物,矿工的妻子们几乎都是监理会教徒,面矿工们却是无所信仰的,但是即使这牧师所穿的那套制服,也就够使村人把他看成一个异常的人了。是的,他是个异常的人,他是亚士比先生,一种传道和祈祷的机械。 This stubborn, instinctive---We think ourselves as good as you, if you are Lady Chatterley!---puzzled and baffled Connie at first extremely. The curious, suspicious, false amiability with which the miners' wives met her overtures; the curiously offensive tinge of---Oh dear me! I am somebody now, with Lady Chatterley talking to me! But she needn't think I'm not as good as her for all that!---which she always heard twanging in the women's half-fawning voices, was impossible. There was no getting past it. It was hopelessly and offensively nonconformist. " 管你是什么查太莱男爵夫人,我们并不输你!"村人的这种固执的本能的态度,起初是很使康妮十分不安而沮丧的。当她对矿工的妻子们表示好感的时候,她们那种奇怪的、猜疑的、虚伪的亲热,使她不觉得真难忍受。她常常听见这些女人们用着半阿谀的鼻音说:"啊!别小看我,查太莱男爵夫人和我说话来着呢!可是她却不必以为因此我便不如此!"这种奇异的冒犯的态度,也使康妮觉得怪难忍受。这是不能避免的。这些都是不可救药的离叛国教的人。 Clifford left them alone, and she learnt to do the same: she just went by without looking at them, and they stared as if she were a walking wax figure. When he had to deal with them, Clifford was rather haughty and contemptuous; one could no longer afford to be friendly. In fact he was altogether rather supercilious and contemptuous of anyone not in his own class. He stood his ground, without any attempt at conciliation. And he was neither liked nor disliked by the people: he was just part of things, like the pit-bank and Wragby itself. 克利福并不留心他们,康妮也不学样。她经过村里时,目不旁视,村人呆望着她,好象她是会走的蜡人一样。当克利福有事和他们交谈的时候,他的态度是很高傲的,很轻蔑的,这不是讲亲爱的时候了,事实上,他对于任何不是同一阶级的人,总是很傲慢而轻蔑的。坚守着他的地位,一点也不想与人修好。他们不喜欢他。也不讨厌他,他只是世事的一部分,象煤矿场和勒格贝屋予一样。 But Clifford was really extremely shy and self-conscious now he was lamed. He hated seeing anyone except just the personal servants. For he had to sit in a wheeled chair or a sort of bath-chair. Nevertheless he was just as carefully dressed as ever, by his expensive tailors, and he wore the careful Bond Street neckties just as before, and from the top he looked just as smart and impressive as ever. He had never been one of the modern ladylike young men: rather bucolic even, with his ruddy face and broad shoulders. But his very quiet, hesitating voice, and his eyes, at the same time bold and frightened, assured and uncertain, revealed his nature. His manner was often offensively supercilious, and then again modest and self-effacing, almost tremulous. 但是自从半躯残废以来,克利福实在是很胆怯的。他除了自己的仆人外,谁也不愿见。因为他得坐在轮椅或小车里,可是他的高价的裁缝师,依旧把他穿得怪讲究的。他和往日一样,系着帮德街买来的讲究的领带。他的上半截和从前一样的时髦动人。他一向就没有近代青年们的那种女性模样;他的红润的脸色,阔大的肩膊,反而有牧人的粗壮神气。但是他的宁静而犹豫的声音,和他的勇敢却又惧怕,果断却又疑惑的眼睛,却显示着他的天真性。他的态度常常起初是敌对地傲慢的,跟着又谦逊、自卑而几乎畏缩下来。 
康妮和他互相依恋,但和近代夫妻一样,各自守着相当的距离。他因为终身残废的打击,给他的内心的刨伤过重,所以失去了他的轻快和自然,他是个负伤的人,因此康妮热情地怜爱他。 But she could not help feeling how little connexion he really had with people. The miners were, in a sense, his own men; but he saw them as objects rather than men, parts of the pit rather than parts of life, crude raw phenomena rather than human beings along with him. He was in some way afraid of them, he could not bear to have them look at him now he was lame. And their queer, crude life seemed as unnatural as that of hedgehogs. 但是康妮总觉得他和民间的来往太少了。矿工们在某种意义上是他的用人,但是在他看来,他们是物件,而不是人;他们是煤矿的一部分,而不是生命的一部分;他们是一些粗卑的怪物,而不是象他自己一样的人类。在某种情境上,他却惧怕他们,怕他们看见自己的这种残废。他们的奇怪的粗鄙的生活,在他看来,仿佛象刺猖的生活一样反乎自然。 He was remotely interested; but like a man looking down a microscope, or up a telescope. He was not in touch. He was not in actual touch with anybody, save, traditionally, with Wragby, and, through the close bond of family defence, with Emma. Beyond this nothing really touched him. Connie felt that she herself didn't really, not really touch him; perhaps there was nothing to get at ultimately; just a negation of human contact. 他远远地关心着他们,象一个人在显微镜里或望远镜里望着一样。他和他们是没有直接接触的。除了因为习惯关系和勒格贝接触。因为家族关系和爱玛接触外,他和谁也没有真正的接触。什么也不能真正接触他。康妮自己也觉得没有真正地接触他。也许他根本就没有什么可以接触的东西,他是否定人类的交接的。 Yet he was absolutely dependent on her, he needed her every moment. Big and strong as he was, he was helpless. He could wheel himself about in a wheeled chair, and he had a sort of bath-chair with a motor attachment, in which he could puff slowly round the park. But alone he was like a lost thing. He needed Connie to be there, to assure him he existed at all. 然而他是绝对地依赖于她的,他是无时无刻不需要她的。他虽魁伟壮健,可是却不能自己照顾自己,他虽可以坐在轮椅里把自己滚来滚去,他虽有一种小自动车,可以到林园里慢慢地兜兜圈子,但是独自的时候,他便象个无主宰的东西了。他需要康妮在一块,以使他相信自己是生存着的。 Still he was ambitious. He had taken to writing stories; curious, very personal stories about people he had known. Clever, rather spiteful, and yet, in some mysterious way, meaningless. The observation was extraordinary and peculiar. But there was no touch, no actual contact. It was as if the whole thing took place in a vacuum. And since the field of life is largely an artificially-lighted stage today, the stories were curiously true to modern life, to the modern psychology, that is. 可是他是雄心勃勃的。他写些小说,写些关于他所知道的人的奇怪特别的小说。这些小说写得又刁又巧,又恶辣,可是神秘得没有什么深意。他的观察是异于常人的,奇特的,可是却没有使人能接触、能真正地接触的东西。一切都好象在虚无缥缈中发生。而且,因为我们今日的生活场面大都是人工地照亮起来的一个舞台,所以他的小说都是怪忠实于现代化生活的。说恰切些,是怪忠实现代心理的。 
克利福对于他的小说毁誊,差不多是病态地易感的。他要人人都说他的小说好,是无出其右的最上作品。他的小说都在最摩登的杂志上发表,因此照例地受人赞美和非难。但是非难于克利福。是如刀刺肉般的酷刑。仿佛他的生命都在他的小说里。 Connie helped him as much as she could. At first she was thrilled. He talked everything over with her monotonously, insistently, persistently, and she had to respond with all her might. It was as if her whole soul and body and sex had to rouse up and pass into theme stories of his. This thrilled her and absorbed her. 康妮极力地帮助他。起初,她觉得很兴奋,他单调地、坚持地给她解说一切的事情,她得用全力去回答和了解。仿佛她整个的灵魂、肉体和性欲都得苏醒而穿过他的小说里。这使她兴奋而忘我。 Of physical life they lived very little. She had to superintend the house. But the housekeeper had served Sir Geoffrey for many years, arid the dried-up, elderly, superlatively correct female you could hardly call her a parlour-maid, or even a woman...who waited at table, had been in the house for forty years. Even the very housemaids were no longer young. It was awful! What could you do with such a place, but leave it alone! All these endless rooms that nobody used, all the Midlands routine, the mechanical cleanliness and the mechanical order! Clifford had insisted on a new cook, an experienced woman who had served him in his rooms in London. For the rest the place seemed run by mechanical anarchy. Everything went on in pretty good order, strict cleanliness, and strict punctuality; even pretty strict honesty. And yet, to Connie, it was a methodical anarchy. No warmth of feeling united it organically. The house seemed as dreary as a disused street. 他们的物质生活是很少的。她得监督家务。那多年服侍过佐佛来男爵的女管家是个干枯了的毫无苟且的老东西。她不但不象个女仆,连女人都不象。她在这里侍候餐事已经四十年了。就是其他的女仆也不年轻了。真可怖!在这样的地方,你除了听其自然以外;还有什么法子呢?所有这些数不尽的无人住的空房子,所有这些德米兰的习惯,机械式的整齐清洁!一切都很的秩序地、很清洁地、很精密地、甚至很真正的进行着。然而在康妮看来,这只是有秩序的无政府状态罢了。那儿并没有感情的热力的互相联系。整处屋子阴森得象一条冷清的街道。 What could she do but leave it alone? So she left it alone. Miss Chatterley came sometimes, with her aristocratic thin face, and triumphed, finding nothing altered. She would never forgive Connie for ousting her from her union in consciousness with her brother. It was she, Emma, who should be bringing forth the stories, these books, with him; the Chatterley stories, something new in the world, that they, the Chatterleys, had put there. There was no other standard. There was no organic connexion with the thought and expression that had gone before. Only something new in the world: the Chatterley books, entirely personal. 她除了听其自然以外,还有什么方法?……于是她便听其自然了。爱玛·查太莱小姐,脸孔清瘦而傲慢,有时也上这儿来看望他们。看见一切都没有变动,觉得很是得意。她永远不能宽恕康妮,因为康妮拆散了她和她弟弟的深切的团结。是她--爱玛,才应该帮助克利福写他的小说,写他的书的。查太莱的小说,'世界上一种新颖的东西,由他们姓查泰莱的人经手产生出来。这和从前的思想言论,是毫无共通,毫无有机的联系的。世界上只有查太莱的书,是新颖的,纯粹地个人的。 Connie's father, where he paid a flying visit to Wragby, and in private to his daughter: As for Clifford's writing, it's smart, but there's nothing in it. It won't last! Connie looked at the burly Scottish knight who had done himself well all his life, and her eyes, her big, still-wondering blue eyes became vague. Nothing in it! What did he mean by nothing in it? If the critics praised it, and Clifford's name was almost famous, and it even brought in money...what did her father mean by saying there was nothing in Clifford's writing? What else could there be? 康妮的父亲,当他到勒格贝作短促的逗留的时候,对康妮说:"克利福的作品是巧妙的,但是底子里空无一物。那是不能长久的!……"康妮望着这老于世故的魁伟的苏格兰的老爵士,她的眼睛,她的两只老是惊异的蓝色的大眼睛,变得模糊起来。"空无一物!"这是什么意思?批评家们赞美他的作品,克利福差不多要出名了,而且他的作品还能赚一笔钱呢。……她的父亲却说克利福的作品空无一物,这是什么意思?他要他的作品里有什么东西?
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