名著·查太莱夫人的情人 - 第54节


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  我不愿到国外旅行去。"克利福迅速地说。她把花拿到窗前去。

   'Do you mind if I go?' she said. You know it was promised, for this summer. "

  在是我去,你不介意罢?"她说,"你知道那是答应了的事情。"

   'For how long would you go?'

  你要去多少时候?"

   'Perhaps three weeks.' "

  也许三个星期。"

   There was silence for a time.

  大家静默了一会。"

  那吗,"克利福慢慢地、带几分忧郁地说,"假如你去了一定还想回来的话,我想三个星期我是可以忍受的。"

   'I should want to come back,' she said, with a quiet simplicity, heavy with conviction. She was thinking of the other man. "

  我一定要回来的。"她质朴地娴静地说,心里确信着她是一定要回来的。她正想着另一个男子。

   Clifford felt her conviction, and somehow he believed her, he believed it was for him. He felt immensely relieved, joyful at once.

  克利福觉着她的确信,他相信她,他相信那是为了他的缘故。他觉得心上的一块石头松了,他马上笑逐颜开起来。

   'In that case,' he said, 'I think it would be all right, don't you?' "

  这样吗,"他说,"我想是没有问题的,是不是?"

   'I think so,' she said. "

  是的。"她说。

  换换空气,你定要觉得快乐罢?"她的奇异的蓝色的眼睛望着他。

   'I should like to see Venice again,' she said, 'and to bathe from one of the shingle islands across the lagoon. But you know I loathe the Lido! And I don't fancy I shall like Sir Alexander Cooper and Lady Cooper. But if Hilda is there, and we have a gondola of our own: yes, it will be rather lovely. I do wish you'd come.' "

  我很喜欢再见见威尼斯,"她说,"并且在那浅水湖过去的小岛的沙滩上洗洗澡。但是你知道我是厌恶丽岛的!我相信我不会喜欢亚力大·柯泊爵士和柯泊爵士夫人的。但是有希尔达在那儿,并且假如我们有一只自己的游艇,那么,是的,那定是有趣的。我实在希望你也能一起去呢。"

   She said it sincerely. She would so love to make him happy, in these ways.

  她说这话是出于至诚的。她根愿意在这种小事情上使他快乐快乐的。

   'Ah, but think of me, though, at the Gare du Nord: at Calais quay!' "

  唉,但是想象一下我在巴黎北车站或加来码头上的情形罢!"

   'But why not? I see other men carried in litter-chairs, who have been wounded in the war. Besides, we'd motor all the way.' "

  但是那有什么关系呢?我看过其他的在大战中受了伤的人,用异床抢着呢。何况我们是可以坐汽车去呢。"

  那么我们得带两个仆人去了。"

   'Oh no! We'd manage with Field. There would always be another man there.'"

  呵,用不着,我们带非尔德去全蚝了,那边总会有个仆人的。"

   But Clifford shook his head.

  但是克利福摇了摇头。

   'Not this year, dear! Not this year! Next year probably I'll try.' "

  今年不动了,亲爱的,今年不去!或者明年再看罢。"

   She went away gloomily. Next year! What would next year bring? She herself did not really want to go to Venice: not now, now there was the other man. But she was going as a sort of discipline: and also because, if she had a child, Clifford could think she had a lover in Venice.

  她忧愁地走开,明年!明年他又将怎样么?她忧愁地走开了,明年!明年他又将怎样么?她自己实在并不想到威尼斯去,现在不,现在是有了那个男了了,但是她还是要去,为了要服从生活的纪律的缘故;而且,要是她有了孩子的话,克利福会相信她是在威尼斯有了个情人的缘故。

  现在已经是五月了,他们是打算在六月间便要出发的。老是这一类的安排!一个人的生命老是安排定了。轮子转着,转着,把人驱使着,驾双着,人实在是莫可奈何的。

   It was May, but cold and wet again. A cold wet May, good for corn and hay! Much the corn and hay matter nowadays! Connie had to go into Uthwaite, which was their little town, where the Chatterleys were still the Chatterleys. She went alone, Field driving her.

  已经是五月了,但是天气又寒冷而多雨起来。俗话说的:"寒冷多雨再五月,利于五谷和草秣。"五欲和草袜在我们日重要的东西了!康妮得上啊斯魏去走一趟,这是他们的小市镇。那儿,查太莱的姓名依旧是威风赫赫的,她是一个人去的,非尔得驶着她的汽车。

   In spite of May and a new greenness, the country was dismal. It was rather chilly, and there was smoke on the rain, and a certain sense of exhaust vapour in the air. One just had to live from one's resistance. No wonder these people were ugly and tough.

  虽然是五月天,而且处处是嫩绿,但是乡间景色是忧郁的。天气是够冷的,雨中杂着烟雾。空气里浮荡着某种倦怠的感觉。一个人不得不在抵抗中生活。无怪乎这些人都是丑恶而粗钝的了。

   The car ploughed uphill through the long squalid straggle of Tevershall, the blackened brick dwellings, the black slate roofs glistening their sharp edges, the mud black with coal-dust, the pavements wet and black. It was as if dismalness had soaked through and through everything. The utter negation of natural beauty, the utter negation of the gladness of life, the utter absence of the instinct for shapely beauty which every bird and beast has, the utter death of the human intuitive faculty was appalling. The stacks of soap in the grocers' shops, the rhubarb and lemons in the greengrocers! the awful hats in the milliners! all went by ugly, ugly, ugly, followed by the plaster-and-gilt horror of the cinema with its wet picture announcements, 'A Woman's Love!', and the new big Primitive chapel, primitive enough in its stark brick and big panes of greenish and raspberry glass in the windows. The Wesleyan chapel, higher up, was of blackened brick and stood behind iron railings and blackened shrubs. The Congregational chapel, which thought itself superior, was built of rusticated sandstone and had a steeple, but not a very high one. Just beyond were the new school buildings, expensivink brick, and gravelled playground inside iron railings, all very imposing, and fixing the suggestion of a chapel and a prison. Standard Five girls were having a singing lesson, just finishing the la-me-doh-la exercises and beginning a 'sweet children's song'. Anything more unlike song, spontaneous song, would be impossible to imagine: a strange bawling yell that followed the outlines of a tune. It was not like savages: savages have subtle rhythms. It was not like animals: animals mean something when they yell. It was like nothing on earth, and it was called singing. Connie sat and listened with her heart in her boots, as Field was filling petrol. What could possibly become of such a people, a people in whom the living intuitive faculty was dead as nails, and only queer mechanical yells and uncanny will-power remained?

  汽车艰辛地爬着上坡,哟过达娃斯哈的散漫龌龊的村落,一些黑色砖墙的屋子,它们的黑石板的屋顶的尖锐的边缘发着亮光,地上的泥土夹着煤屑,颜色是黑的。行人道是湿而黑的。仿佛一切的一切都给凄凉郁的情绪所浸透了。丝没有自然的美,丝毫没有生之乐趣,甚至一只鸟、一只野兽所有的美的本能都全部消失了,人类的直觉官能都全部死了。这种情形是令人寒心的。杂货店的一堆一堆的肥皂,蔬菜店的大黄莱和柠檬,时装钥的丑怪帽了,一幕一幕地在丑恶中过去,跟着是俗不可面的电影戏院,广告画上标着:"妇人之爱!"和原始派监理会的新的大教堂,它的光滑的砖墙和窗上的带青带红的大快玻璃实在是够原始的。再过去,是维斯莱源的小教堂,墙砖是黝黑的,直立在铁栏和一些黑色的小树后边,自由派的小教堂,自以为高人一等,是用乡村风味的沙石筑成的,而且有个钟楼,但并不是个很高的钟楼。就在那后边,有个新建的校舍,是用高价的红砖筑成的,前面有个沙地的运动场,用铁栅环绕着,整个看起来是很堂皇的,又象教堂又象监狱。女孩子们在上着唱歌课,刚刚练习完了"拉一米一多一拉",正开始唱着一首儿单的短歌。世上再也没有比这个更不象歌唱一自然的歌唱一的东西了:这只是一阵奇异的呼号,带了点腔调的模样罢了。那还赶不上野蛮人;野蛮人还有微妙的节奏。那还赶不上野兽;野兽呼号起来的时候还是有意义的。世上没有象这样可怖的东西,而这种东西却叫做唱歌!当非尔德去添汽油的时候,康妮坐在车里觉得肉麻地听着。这样一种人民,直觉的官能已经死尽,只剩下怪异的机械的呼号和乖房的气力,这种人民会有什么将来呢?

   A coal-cart was coming downhill, clanking in the rain. Field started upwards, past the big but weary-looking drapers and clothing shops, the post-office, into the little market-place of forlorn space, where Sam Black was peering out of the door of the Sun, that called itself an inn, not a pub, and where the commercial travellers stayed, and was bowing to Lady Chatterley's car.

  在雨中,一辆煤车在轰轰地下着山坡,非尔德添好了油,把车向山坡上开行,经过了那些大的但是凄凉的裁缝店、布匹店和邮政局,来到了寂寞的市场上,那儿,杉·布勒克正在他的所谓"太阳旅店"的酒肆里。伺望着外边的行人,并且向查泰莱男爵夫人的汽车行了士个鞠躬。

  大教堂是在左边的黑树丛中,汽车现在下坡了,经过"矿工之家"咖啡店。汽车已经经过了"威录敦"、"纳尔逊"、"三桶"和"太阳"这些咖啡酒肆,现在打"矿工之家"门前经过了,然后再经过了"机师堂",又经过了新开的够华丽的"矿工之乐",最后经过了几个新的所谓"别墅"而到了上史德门去的黝黑的路,两旁是灰暗的篱笆和暗青色的草原。

   Tevershall! That was Tevershall! Merrie England! Shakespeare's England! No, but the England of today, as Connie had realized since she had come to live in it. It was producing a new race of mankind, over-conscious in the money and social and political side, on the spontaneous, intuitive side dead, but dead. Half-corpses, all of them: but with a terrible insistent consciousness in the other half. There was something uncanny and underground about it all. It was an under-world. And quite incalculable. How shall we understand the reactions in half-corpses? When Connie saw the great lorries full of steel-workers from Sheffield, weird, distorted smallish beings like men, off for an excursion to Matlock, her bowels fainted and she thought: Ah God, what has man done to man? What have the leaders of men been doing to their fellow men? They have reduced them to less than humanness; and now there can be no fellowship any more! It is just a nightmare.

  达娃斯哈!那便是达娃斯哈!快乐的英格兰!莎士比亚的英格兰!晤!不!那是今日的英格兰。自从康妮在那儿居住以后,她明白了。这英格半正生产着一种新的人类,迷醉于金钱及社会政治生活,而自然的直觉的官能却是死灭了的新人类。这是些半死的尸体,但是,活着的一半却奇异地、固执地生活着。这一切都是怪涎的,乖庚的。这是个地下的世界,不可以臆测的世界,我们怎样能够明白这些行尸的反应呢?康妮看见一些大的运货车,里面装满着雪菲尔德钢铁厂的工人,一些具有人类模样的、歪曲的、妖怪样的小东西,正向着蔑洛克去作野外旅行,她的心不禁酸楚起来。她想:唉,上帝呵,人类把自己弄成怎么样了?人类的领导者们,把他们同胞开弄成怎么样了?他们把他们的人性都消灭了,现在世上再也不能有友爱了!那只是一场恶梦!

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