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亏你说得出口！"玛丽说。"圣克莱尔，你一点都不懂得如何体贴我，我的神经太脆弱了，一点小动静就能吓我个半死，如果换个生手来陪夜，我还能活吗？如果妈咪是真的关心我，她肯定不会睡得那么死。我倒是听说别人家有这样对主人忠心耿耿的仆人，可我却没有这么好的运气。" Miss Ophelia had listened to this conversation with an air of shrewd, observant gravity; and she still kept her lips tightly compressed, as if determined fully to ascertain her longitude and position, before she committed herself. 奥菲利亚小姐一直在旁边严肃地倾听着这夫妻俩的谈话，她没有说一句话，发表一句意见，好像她已经打定主意，在没有摸清自己的处境以前绝不轻易发表意见。 "Now, Mammy has a _sort_ of goodness," said Marie; "she's smooth and respectful, but she's selfish at heart. Now, she never will be done fidgeting and worrying about that husband of hers. You see, when I was married and came to live here, of course, I had to bring her with me, and her husband my father couldn't spare. He was a blacksmith, and, of course, very necessary; and I thought and said, at the time, that Mammy and he had better give each other up, as it wasn't likely to be convenient for them ever to live together again. I wish, now, I'd insisted on it, and married Mammy to somebody else; but I was foolish and indulgent, and didn't want to insist. I told Mammy, at the time, that she mustn't ever expect to see him more than once or twice in her life again, for the air of father's place doesn't agree with my health, and I can't go there; and I advised her to take up with somebody else; but no-- she wouldn't. Mammy has a kind of obstinacy about her, in spots, that everybody don't see as I do."" 当然，妈咪也有她的长处，老实本分，态度也算恭敬，可就是私心太重。她总是忘不了她的男人，这桩事情把她弄得心神不宁的。你知道，当初我出嫁时，必须得把妈咪带在身边嘛。可我父亲就是舍不得放手她的男人，也难怪，他是个打铁的，这样的人手是不能缺的。那时我就想，她和那个铁匠还不如分开算了，反正两人也不大可能生活在一块儿了，我也把自己的想法告诉了妈咪。现在看来，我当初还不如坚持到底让她再找个男人，我那时太蠢，太纵容他们，根本没有坚持自己的意见。我早和她说过，这辈子她别指望还能经常和那个男人见面，最多也就是一两回。就我这虚弱的身体，根本不可能常回父亲家，那儿的气候我适应不了，所以我劝她倒不如另外找个男人算了，可她就是不干。她就有那么点倔脾气，我可比谁都清楚。" "Has she children?" said Miss Ophelia." 她有孩子吗？"奥菲利亚小姐问。 "Yes; she has two."" 有两个。" 
我想离开孩子对她来说，也够让她难受的了。" "Well, of course, I couldn't bring them. They were little dirty things--I couldn't have them about; and, besides, they took up too much of her time; but I believe that Mammy has always kept up a sort of sulkiness about this. She won't marry anybody else; and I do believe, now, though she knows how necessary she is to me, and how feeble my health is, she would go back to her husband tomorrow, if she only could. I _do_, indeed," said Marie; "they are just so selfish, now, the best of them."" 可我总不能把他们也带过来吧。他们是些脏孩儿，我可不想他们整天出现在我眼前，况且，妈咪在两个孩子身上花费的精力也太多了。我知道妈咪对这件事一直都很气恼。她无论如何都不愿再找个男人。我看，只要有机会，她肯定明天就会回去找她那个男人，才不会管我呢。她明知道我身体弱，离不开她，可她还是会这么干的，我敢肯定。黑人就是这么自私自利，连最好的黑人也不例外。" "It's distressing to reflect upon," said St. Clare, dryly." 想想这种事，真叫人无比烦恼。"圣克莱尔干巴巴地说道。 Miss Ophelia looked keenly at him, and saw the flush of mortification and repressed vexation, and the sarcastic curl of the lip, as he spoke. 圣克莱尔说这些话的时候，心里很为妻子感到羞耻，却又得强压心中的烦恼，所以脸不禁红了，嘴角微微翘起，带着一丝讥讽的意味。而这一切都没有逃过奥菲利亚小姐锐利的目光。 "Now, Mammy has always been a pet with me," said Marie. "I wish some of your northern servants could look at her closets of dresses,--silks and muslins, and one real linen cambric, she has hanging there. I've worked sometimes whole afternoons, trimming her caps, and getting her ready to go to a party. As to abuse, she don't know what it is. She never was whipped more than once or twice in her whole life. She has her strong coffee or her tea every day, with white sugar in it. It's abominable, to be sure; but St. Clare will have high life below-stairs, and they every one of them live just as they please. The fact is, our servants are over-indulged. I suppose it is partly our fault that they are selfish, and act like spoiled children; but I've talked to St. Clare till I am tired." 玛丽接着说："妈咪可是受尽了恩宠。我真希望你们北方的仆人们来看看她的衣橱--里面的衣服全是绸子和棉布的，还有一身地道的亚麻衣服呢。有时，我整个下午都忙着帮她修饰帽子，把她打扮得整整齐齐，好带着她去别人家作客。她从来就没尝过挨骂的滋味，这辈子可能至多挨过一两次鞭子。每天她喝的都是地道的咖啡和浓茶，还要加上白糖，这可真叫人受不了，可圣克莱尔偏偏宠着这帮下人，搞得他们为所欲为，不知天高地厚。我们家的仆人们都被娇纵惯了，他们之所以敢如此自私，跟宠坏了的孩子似的，我们多少都要负担责任。为这件事，我和圣克莱尔说过许多次了，我也说腻了。" 
我也腻了。"圣克莱尔一边应答，一边读起了晨报。 Eva, the beautiful Eva, had stood listening to her mother, with that expression of deep and mystic earnestness which was peculiar to her. She walked softly round to her mother's chair, and put her arms round her neck. 美丽的伊娃一直站在一边，听母亲说话，脸上带着她所特有的深沉而真挚的表情。她轻轻地绕到母亲的椅子后面，用两只胳膊抱住了母亲的脖子。 "Well, Eva, what now?" said Marie." 你干嘛，伊娃？"玛丽问道。 "Mamma, couldn't I take care of you one night--just one? I know I shouldn't make you nervous, and I shouldn't sleep. I often lie awake nights, thinking--"" 妈妈，能不能让我来照顾你一夜，就一夜？我保证不会吵闹你，也保证不会睡着。我经常晚上睡不着，想着--" "O, nonsense, child--nonsense!" said Marie; "you are such a strange child!"" 别瞎闹，孩子！你这个孩子可真怪。" 
可是妈妈，我可以做到。我知道妈咪很不舒服，她告诉我这几天她的头一直很疼。" "O, that's just one of Mammy's fidgets! Mammy is just like all the rest of them--makes such a fuss about every little headache or finger-ache; it'll never do to encourage it--never! I'm principled about this matter," said she, turning to Miss Ophelia; "you'll find the necessity of it. If you encourage servants in giving way to every little disagreeable feeling, and complaining of every little ailment, you'll have your hands full. I never complain myself--nobody knows what I endure. I feel it a duty to bear it quietly, and I do."" 妈咪就喜欢大惊小怪！她和别的黑人一样--为了一点点毛病就小题大作，对这种现象，我不能听之任之，绝对不能！在这件事情上，我绝不放弃自己的原则。"玛丽把头转向奥菲利亚小姐，对她说："你慢慢就会知道我这样做是有必要的。如果你姑息、迁就他们那为了一点小毛病就叫苦连天的毛病，你肯定会被弄得手足无措，不知该怎么办才好。我从来就不爱对别人诉苦，所以很少有人知道我受的苦有多大、多深。我觉得自己应该去默默承受一切的痛苦，而我自己也是这么去做的。" Miss Ophelia's round eyes expressed an undisguised amazement at this peroration, which struck St. Clare as so supremely ludicrous, that he burst into a loud laugh. 奥菲利亚小姐不禁双目圆睁，对玛丽这番话表现出极大的惊讶，以至于圣克莱尔被她这副表情逗得乐出声来。 "St. Clare always laughs when I make the least allusion to my ill health," said Marie, with the voice of a suffering martyr. "I only hope the day won't come when he'll remember it!" and Marie put her handkerchief to her eyes." 只要一提起我的病，圣克莱尔总会笑。"玛丽说话的口气活像个忍受折磨的殉道者，"我只希望将来他不会有后悔的一天。"说着，玛丽用手帕抹起眼泪来。 Of course, there was rather a foolish silence. Finally, St. Clare got up, looked at his watch, and said he had an engagement down street. Eva tripped away after him, and Miss Ophelia and Marie remained at the table alone. 接着，饭桌上出现了令人尴尬的沉默。随后，圣克莱尔站起来看了看表，说要出去赴个约会。伊娃蹦蹦跳跳地跟着父亲出去了，只留下奥菲利亚小姐和玛丽还坐在桌旁。 
你看，圣克莱尔就是这样！"玛丽一边说着，一边使劲把擦眼泪的手帕摔到桌上，可惜的是，她要谴责的人不在场，"我这些年来不知吃了多少苦，受了多少罪，圣克莱尔从来不体谅我。他不会，也不肯。如果说我是爱抱怨的人，或者是对自己的病大惊小怪，那他这样待我也还说得过去。对一个啰里啰嗦、喜欢抱怨的妻子，男人们的确会感到厌倦的。可我总是默默地承受一切，什么也不说。可这样做反而让圣克莱尔以为我什么都可以忍受。" Miss Ophelia did not exactly know what she was expected to answer to this. 奥菲利亚听了这些话，真不知道该说些什么。 While she was thinking what to say, Marie gradually wiped away her tears, and smoothed her plumage in a general sort of way, as a dove might be supposed to make toilet after a shower, and began a housewifely chat with Miss Ophelia, concerning cupboards, closets, linen-presses, store-rooms, and other matters, of which the latter was, by common understanding, to assume the direction, --giving her so many cautious directions and charges, that a head less systematic and business-like than Miss Ophelia's would have been utterly dizzied and confounded. 正当她想着该说点什么的时候，玛丽慢慢擦掉眼泪，稍微整了整衣服，如同一只鸽子经历了一场暴风骤雨后总会清理一下羽毛。随后，她对奥菲利亚小姐交待起家务事来。她们心里都清楚，所有的家务事将全部被奥菲利亚小姐承担下来，所以玛丽谈到的事情很多，比如说碗橱、柜子、壁橱、贮藏室和好些别的事务。同时，她还给了奥菲利亚小姐许多告诫和叮嘱，如果换作另外一个不如奥菲利亚小姐这么处事有条理，如此精明能干的人，肯定早就被弄得糊里糊涂了。 "And now," said Marie, "I believe I've told you everything; so that, when my next sick turn comes on, you'll be able to go forward entirely, without consulting me;--only about Eva,--she requires watching."" 好了，我想该交待的事，我都交待了。这样，下次我再犯头疼病的时候，你就能够独自处理家里的事务了，也不用再征求我的意见。只是伊娃这个孩子，你要多费点心思。" "She seems to be a good child, very," said Miss Ophelia; "I never saw a better child."" 伊娃是个非常乖巧的孩子，我还没见过比她更乖的孩子呢！" 
伊娃非常古怪，有好多和别人不一样的地方。她没一点儿像我，一点儿都不像。"玛丽叹道，好像这件事情很让她伤心一样。
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